I don't know where to begin but it seems as if my world is slowly collapsing on its self. I'm not saying this for pitty I just don't know what to do or where I stand any more. I'm taking a semester off from school this fall to try and catch up on bills but I haven't told my mom yet, I'm afraid she is going to be disappointed in me. I've been trying my hardest these past few years paying all my own bills going to school full time and working full time.  I never thought it was going to be so stress full but what makes matters worst is I no longer have a license because I apparently got 6pts on my license so they took it away its gonna cost 150$ to get it valid. I had a blow out on the high way 2 weeks ago still haven't been able to buy a new tire. I finally had the money to buy one my battery dies. This morning I bought a new one, it cost 138$ for a new battery so still no tire. I've had my firebird at a friends for the past two months because of expired tags and my apartment wants to tow it but tonight she told me I'm gonna need to move it soon but I'm still no where being capable to pay for the tags. I'm kind of inn the hole and I know it could be worst but I'm so stressed that I feel like I just wanna drink all my problems away like I used to but I'm not that person anymore and I can't revert back to that because its gotten hard. I want to know its gonna be alright I want to be sure I'm gonna make it through  this, yet I know nothing is set in stone my path is not written and I have a ways to go. I'm sorry for the woah is me crap I haven't done this in a long time but I just need to write the words that are flowing through my brain. I just ...need to escape